Btother and i

Well I am walking out just now and my bro asked a very interesting question " are all express students nerds"? Well he keep insisting that the e1 students cannot take a emotion hit and that all we know about is Dota. He also said a short cut name TP and as I dun know he concluded that I am a nerd again. Sometimes when going out just that short 30 minutes of time will hurt my feelings and make me feel bad. So in order to be "cool" we must go out with our friends everyday to beach orchard road and other places, and we must not stay at home as we will "waste time " is it? Well I am so fucked up now. Sometimes I hates my bro he kept making me feel that I am lousy and i fell for it when I was young he raise questions like "you are an express student and your English is so poor" and those like "your eq is so low " its really demoralizing. Well if can please comment on the question... thanks

REnew:)

Well it had been such a long time since I last posted a post well the reason is i had already lost interest. Well now that I posted this post is because I am stress, mad and sad. I have been so hooked up on dota that I had flunked my exams like today I got 19 for math which is really really REALLY poor result. From secondary 3 on, I feel darn stress. Maybe it is because of the new schedule, friends and the new much heavier workload. I am also stress because I got so many exams that have poor results that I just could not get the confidence in me anymore well let’s just say being in e1 is just not easy. Sometimes I do really adore the e6 classes as they have such a light workload just a few subject as for us 11 +subjects with. I just could not find back the person in me anymore. The old me had died never to revive and now it is the beginning of a new me. Sometimes I wonder is emotions a good or bad thing... if life without emotion, there will not be any sadness but there will not be happiness but for me I will never find back happiness ever again. Btw I got a new hamster called miss shafee not marcus or owen junior lol. and yu just got a new blog please visit her sometimes:). And thanks yj che cheun eline for supporting me all the way thanks...