REnew:)

Well it had been such a long time since I last posted a post well the reason is i had already lost interest. Well now that I posted this post is because I am stress, mad and sad. I have been so hooked up on dota that I had flunked my exams like today I got 19 for math which is really really REALLY poor result. From secondary 3 on, I feel darn stress. Maybe it is because of the new schedule, friends and the new much heavier workload. I am also stress because I got so many exams that have poor results that I just could not get the confidence in me anymore well let’s just say being in e1 is just not easy. Sometimes I do really adore the e6 classes as they have such a light workload just a few subject as for us 11 +subjects with. I just could not find back the person in me anymore. The old me had died never to revive and now it is the beginning of a new me. Sometimes I wonder is emotions a good or bad thing... if life without emotion, there will not be any sadness but there will not be happiness but for me I will never find back happiness ever again. Btw I got a new hamster called miss shafee not marcus or owen junior lol. and yu just got a new blog please visit her sometimes:). And thanks yj che cheun eline for supporting me all the way thanks...